I don't know if anyone has ever felt this too but chances are, they have. Have you ever felt like the idea of being perfect is on top of your list even though it's an unreachable goal, but you think this a motivation, but in the back of your head you know it'll never happen? Have you ever felt happy for a fiend that dear to you but as you look at the big picture you feel like you are stuck in slow-motion? Have been the kind of person who thinks that she will fail or not fail on her own so she refuses help from others around her, and have you felt like there a tiny hole in your body and it hurts and you don't know if you should scream or cry? life is not bad but it's not anything close or what I want... and I’m happy for people but when I turn to look at myself I can find what I need, and I have almost no motivation so I’ve stopped caring about my grades, I’ll see if do my work but not really caring about it will get me buy because I don't care anymore. AND it's not like I’m depressed or something it's just that I’m tired. Very very tired...
I blame school